“So save your scissors
For someone else’s skin
My surface is so tough
I don’t think the blade will dig in
Save your strength
Save your wasted time
There’s no way that I want you to be left behind
Go on save your scissors
Save your scissors”—City And Colour
ooh thanks for naming those movies, I'm definitely going to have to check them out cause I need to brush up on my lesbian films haha. YESSS the knife and crystal castles! me and my friends would just chill to those two artists and drink hella beer every night. it was so chill. I've heard some of fever ray's stuff, and I like it!
Today has been a pretty good day. I was able to get today off of work so I was able to kind of sleep in and I went got everything pretty much squared away with the situation with my brother…well for the most part… I got a letter from my baby today :) Well….two letters. It’s one month as of today =) lol I can’t believe it’s only been one month…it has felt like it’s been a lot longer than one month but at the same time one month went by so fast! She is amazing ♥ She says she has a surprise for me when she gets back…I love surprises don’t get me wrong but now it’s all I can think about and I want to know what it is. She will be back home in December…but she said she may be able to do it in November. I want to know what this surprise is. You can’t tell me you have a surprise for me…or that you need to talk to me about something…or anything like that because then thats all I can think about until I find out what it is. Grr. I love her so much!
I can feel your skin on my skin I can feel your lips against my lips I tremble from your touch I hear your voice and I lose control My heart beats faster As you come closer This night will never end I feel your hand in my hand I see the smile in your eyes My heart flutters As I feel your hand tighten Your arms embrace me I never want to let you go I can feel your head resting upon my head I don’t want to move You are my other half You are my everything The distance only brings us strength You are my love You are my life You will be my wife I love you and only you Please be mine always and forever
I do not love you as if you were salt-rose or topaz, or the arrow of carnations the fire shoots off. I love you as certain things are to be loved, in secret, between the shadow and the soul.
I love you as the plant that never blooms, but carries in itself the light of hidden flowers. Thanks to your love a certain fragrance, risen darkly from the earth, lives darkly in my body.
I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where, I love you straightforwardly, without complexities or pride, so I love you because I know no other way than this: where “I” does not exist, nor “you,” So close that your hand on my chest is my hand, So close that your eyes close and I fall asleep.
A part of me is missing I can feel the absence All I want is to feel your arms wrap around me All I want is for you to hold me I can feel tears well up As the distance takes it’s toll I love you and I am waiting But tonight I can’t keep the tears from falling Tonight I will hold my pillow tight And dream that it’s you Tonight I will not be strong I feel lost, confused, and alone Tonight I need you more than anything So I will re-read all your letters And I will dream of you I will dream that you are here with me You are my everything I can’t wait until you can come home to me, my love I am counting down the days Until I can feel you in my arms again ♥ I love you and miss you terribly